Thank you everyone for the thoughts and prayers.
The past month or so has been pretty rough. Between helping my sister deal with all of Shane's things and catching two different respiratory infections, I haven't been very motivated. Feels nice to at least be able to breathe again.
I still can't bring myself to pop the hood on the 5.0
Jake, the coroner is calling it an "undiagnosed heart condition" but I had an RN friend talk to him informally and the reality is that they just don't know and they didn't find anything worth mentioning. Personally, I don't get it...a fairly healthy 31 year old doesn't just die in his sleep. Crackheads? sure, but joe average?

There is a lighthearted side to all of this though...I got his keys and went to move his van, and so help me, I couldn't get the key in the ignition, no matter how much I wiggled it. Couldn't help but look up and go "I know it's your fault". Smarta$$...he knew I had a replacement steering column for it.
